If only I had the chance to tell you how much I care, and what I really meant… Yes, I always do everything wrong… guess I have learnt to hurt people, when they expect that least of all… like surprise… I come from a different world… and probably, most probably, will end up going back there… through the wide-open doors of a madhouse… Here I am out of place… I cannot join in… And if by some stupid joke of fate I do join in, Oh boy! Like now… Oh, boy, If only I could take those words back… there is no going back… and as there is no going back… I am gradually getting overgrown with fish scales, ready to plunge into the water with a hollow splash… and yeah, here I am stupid cold-blooded reptile, swaying my glittering tail… that is my world… that’s where I belong…
Brotherly love… and if I say that this is what I praise above all the human feelings, would it be a lie… God knows, as a fish I am not able to tell… but at that very moment of blasphemy that feeling was my greatest joy, that was my fish-heart speaking from its very bottom… cowardly and selfishly… in need to be honest and share… whatever… that is all gone now… I swim away in disgrace… Happy to be myself… speechless, eyes rolling, cold and small…in deep blue… watching the tender turquoise light up there… where my dreams collide and pass by, one by one… wave by wave… no going back
If my heart was a house you d be home
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